So let's just say that the morning didn't start off to well... I slept through my first class that i needed to attend. I was a little frustrated, but I told God that I would rejoice in the day that He has made for me.
I went through my classes, and everything seemed fine. But just around lunch time everything seemed to hit bottom. A lot of things were going wrong. I was hurt, sad, confused, upset, uncomfortable, and just felt like giving up. All of this really just heaped upon me right before class. So I headed to my least favorite class -- all 75 minutes of it -- quite, and just down. Sitting in class is normally terrible, but this time it was even more unbearable. I wanted to cry, and just let all of the stress overtake me. But as I sat there and pondered for those long 75 minutes, I slowly realized that God is in control. I chose to trust Him! Since when do I do that?? By the end of class, my frown had turned upside down :) I knew that I didn't like all of those emotions ganging up on me like that, but it was okay! God knows what He is doing.
As I walked back from class, yes, I was exhausted. Yes, those emotions all still existed. But God gave me joy. Tonight at BASSYCS we talked about how God uses all things for good. I just need to glorify Him through my actions and trust that He knows what He's doing.
Praise God. I think that He is changing me.
Keep changing me God. Please.
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