Emotions!?

As I reflected on my spiritual life recently, I thought about writing that I've hit the low point of my circle.  I've hit that point in the road where things are going great and God is fading slowly into the background.  But of course, right before I began to type 3 different situations arose.  3 situations that I had absolutely no control of.

In the first situation, God did something awesome.  He transformed a heart.  He gave a soul bravery.  He showed love, mercy, and repentance.  In this situation, I could not help but to cry in acknowledgement of a Holy and Awesome God.

In situation number 2, I was reminded of a need for God in a friends life.  My heart was broken for her.  Worldliness has overcome her life and caused her to feel a strong separation from God.  In this I could not help but to look to God for help.  I could not help but cling to God for help for a friend and recognize that He has a perfect plan.

In the final situation, I was confused.  I did not know which path to choose, which words to say, which decisions to make.  In this I was able to trust in God, and trust that He has my best interest in mind.  Trust that He loves me and no matter what, He is there for me.

On this day, where I felt fairly distant from God, it literally took a matter of moments before I realized that He is in control.  I can't just go through my life without recognizing His presence.  He is here and I need Him.

Praise God.