There are so many issues in this world.
tsunami
9-11
murder
abuse
suicide
The list goes on and on and on....
I'd like to take a look at the things that I spend the majority of my day thinking about
my schedule
my homework
my meals
my fatigue
my loneliness
my lack of a boyfriend
my pride
my discomfort
my friends
my sarcasm
Now let's play that Greater than, Less than game that we all learned in elementary school.
List #1 > List #2
Welp, that wasn't all that difficult. Yet, for me it's tough.
I can spend a good couple days seeking God fully, because during those days I am quite comfortable. But then, if any of List #2 begins to be a problem, than my attention is on it. I mean, yes. It is important to grow through and face my problems, but for me to feel bad for myself for even one second just seems wrong. Honestly, I think that what I am going through is bad? Other people are facing things so much worse as I'm sitting there feeling upset because I don't have a boyfriend? That's just wrong.
My problem is that I have to sit here and whine about my problems. I need to learn to trust God, lean on Him, and help, love, and pray for others.
God, change me.
Help others who are far worse off than I am.
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